Today is knowing you de 3rd year, supposing it should be a happy and enjoyable day. But end up it was nothing, but still lies again. I dont know what to say now.
But i am clearer than ever what i am doing now, i decided to give it all up. Yes, including you. Perhaps, i thought that i still loved you as much as last time, but i think my feelings for you has faded alot already. You too, =)
I am tired of being like that, tired of chasing you. Tired of every fucking shit you have giving me. Even today, when i made up my mind to let you off. I only shed 2 tears, and nothing else came out. Perhaps, because i know there are many people out there who loves me more than you do.
& they even willing to give up their busy schedule just for me, how about you? You choose to go to the fucking thing when you know today is a impt for us.
But its okay, i am really tired, to hear stuff about people saying bad about you, you do this behind me and stuff. Really tired.
I choose to let go stuffs, that i once used to rely on. Your shoulder, your chest, your smell, your hugs and your kisses.
You can blame me for everything. I don't care anymore, just dont look back, dont do anything. Continue your life like that. I ain't going to bother anymore.
You are going to suffer yourself not me, Look. Now what you've lost is a girl that loved you so much, willing to do anything for you. Perhaps now you don't realise it.
But later in time, you take and compare you are the one who never cherish it, not me. So don't talk to me about love because, you are not fit to talk about love.
Because you don't know what is love, you dont know what is cherish and most of all faithfulness. So don't go around telling people say what is love.
Love is you can sacrifise everything just for him/her. Understand?
What i can say now is, i wont hate you! But i will remember what you've done to me.
& don't ever get back this relationship anymore. Because you are the one who are being mean, not me. So ya, this is the words from the bottom of my heart.
So now i can finally breath and live on my life that i used to have, no more me clinging on to it.
Let's see how are you going to find another girlfriend like me listen to your everything, be there for you and stuff. Let's see, in times. You will sure regret!
Because of your attitude, your aggresesiveness, your thinking, your unfaithfulness, your scolding and beating. You will never find a girl that is truthful towards you. Mark my words.
You can even dont want spend time with your girl and do something else which have no meaning? Thats very sad of you. =) Oh well, take care!
030310, marks the ending. Goodbye!
But, you know what?
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.
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