I was wondering why sis said through out all this year i never change.
I was wondering, why people say i am getting tougher and tougher more and more difficult to understand?
I finally struggled thru the darkest life once, now twice. I have to go thru even more severe pain than what i been thru last time.
I have to learn who to trust, and who not to trust, what to trust and not what to trust. I feel that i have grown really tougher!
But, one thing i can never understand is.. Why will some couple get sick of seeing each other when time gets long?
Why will some couple quarrel everyday when time gets long? Is it because 1 party don't love each other anymore?
Or is it because 1 don't feel secure anymore? Why will 1 start to feel scared or rather afraid when his/her other half start to change?
Is there a remedy for it? What if both still truly love each other? But, its destiny and friendship that breaks them up?
Is there still a place to salvage it? Or must 1 give up and choose? Or it's time to give up?
I am tired of being me, i am tired of being JacQ. I am tired of being tough, i am tired of every single thing. I am tired, really tired.
I dont want to commit in relationship anymore, i never know that, its so so so tiring. =(
I am tired of everything that has happen, but i am really bless to have my brothers and sisters by side. =) Love you brothers&sisters.